Why healing sometimes starts with breaking.
Disruption gets a bad reputation. It sounds like chaos, conflict, crisis.
But what if it’s the very thing that makes growth possible?
Not everything that hurts is harmful.
And not everything that feels gentle is healing.
We live in a culture that sees disruption as a threat.
In families. In systems. In spiritual spaces. In our own minds.
But disruption is not the same as destruction.
Destruction wants to break things down.
Disruption wants to wake things up.
It’s that internal unrest that won’t let you sleep.
The friend who says the thing you don’t want to hear.
That subtle knowing: this doesn’t work anymore, even if I don’t know what will.
When you stop pulling and overthinking
Because true surrender starts with truth.
The courage to see what no longer fits: a role, a belief, a relationship, a pattern.
Not because it was bad, but because it’s no longer right.
And being honest about that, with yourself and others, might be the hardest part.
Especially when you’ve become attached to the safety of what’s familiar.
What if mystery is allowed back in?
One says: consciousness only begins when the brain is active.
You are your neurons. And when the plug is pulled, the light goes out.
The other says: consciousness is the basis of everything.
The brain is not the source, but a receiver.
A temporary interface that tunes into something greater.
Not a byproduct, but a foundation.
Being aware is a practice
Did you know that an emotion – anger, sadness, fear – biologically only lasts about 90 seconds?
If you fully feel it, without resistance or story, it simply flows through.
What lingers is often a mental loop – not the feeling itself, but your entanglement with it.
And that’s where awareness begins: in noticing.
Not fixing. Not analyzing.
Just being with what is.